I am tired. I cant express how tired i have been these few days, and my eyes hurt like hell. Is it cause of the lack of sleep that are causing them to hurt? arg if it is, fuck it. My eyes bags are getting worse, and this feeling sucks. Red bull doesnt work well anymore, coffee works better, but only lasts for 1hr+ max. Just great. Still alot of work to be done, but well who can i blame since i chose to let them pile up. And omg great, i have to do a website for my uncle. Real exciting real great. All thanks to my big mouth in sem one when i shouted in his face :" i can create website you can meh". grr. shit myself. Just so happens that i like to think about things. When i sit alone, i just start thinking, going through things over and over in my head, trying to see what would come out of them. I used to love doing this, but recently, i get so tired that when i start thinking, i feel worse. =/

I dont
- want to go to school anymore, its no more fun.
- want to feel so fucking worn out everyday.
- want to think about so much things.
- want to think about whats happening now.
- want to start on my assignments.
- want to sleep late again tonight.
- want to do stuff like this.
- want to blog anymore, cya people.






why is this happening
i never wanted it to end up this way
really