BORING

haven blogged in quite awhile. and to pq yea i said i'll blog but haha omg lazy. Nothing much going on. School, and maple. School, well, to say the truth i really have lost all interest in it thanks to maple. and this is bad. I dont like it that much. it pulled my grades down thats for sure. I cant find any motivation at all to study and do my hmwk. fuck it. I know i cant compare myself to my other friends like qx, and rh. Hell, rp gives them no hmwk, the ability to pon school after you passed, and they only have a few weeks of school left to go before hols. but i just keep comparing. Ides, java, mmp, dtat, and all. SHIT them, im going to fail if i dont buck up, pull up my socks, whatever. I need motivation, can i buy them from 711? lol. ok lame =/. Hai, lifes getting worst, worst worst. I dont even know what keeps me going anymore. =( maple? lol.




wake me up.