tuilips&lilies

2007-07-18T22:10:00.001+08:00

You talk about him as him he was shit.
You are acting like him,
You know that? -______-

no, you dont.

2007-07-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

This will be a special post. =)
I will be saying the words in " " as i type them.
Since you wont read this blog, im sure it will be fine. ^^
Vulgarities are part of my " fucking " life.
I control till cannot tahan le.
I know i must let it out, well, i think here will do.
" FUCK "
" KNN CB "
" LJ "
"CCB "
" FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK "
" PCB PCB PCB PCB PCB "
"MOFO MOFO MOFO MOFO "
" HG HG HG HG HG "

ahhh, so much better,

" BITCH BITCH BITCH "
" BASTARD "
" FUCK HEAD "
" PUSSY "

ok, i guess im done. =) woo.

iam pissed though. =(

2007-07-18T11:57:00.000+08:00

Life in school has improved a tweeny weeny bit i guess, due to the end of the beta submission nightmare. =) Spending less time on games recently, supposedly its good, but even though im gaming less, no extra effort or time has gone to my studies. Instead, studies are reciving even less time then ever. =( ahh, back to my inmm, im not revising, im in class. =)

2007-07-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

I was wondering if i should put the word " people ". After a few seconds on serious thinking, i decided not to. Why? because i think that most people i know already think my blog is D-E-A-D. haha well, heres a post to give it a little spark of life! hoho. ^^

Ah well, at least i will have one person i know will be definitely reading this post, TOOTSTER MUGGER NERDDDDDDDDDDD ! lol. Ok, back to my life.

What to say about my life? Well, i have several words for it.

Lonely,
Sad,
Depressed,
Hurt,
Iced,
Fucked,
Dead.

=( Aw, not alls true, only the first, which applies to me in school. Sad, not really, the rest are fake. lol. arg @*$&@#*@^##* enough crap already.

Life seems to have no meaning for me anymore, everyday i just go to school, do my stuff, stay in a corner and dont talk to anyone, well, whatever. Some people say im shy, some may say im dao, lol or perhaps they say nothing at all, i do not know. All i know is, time can let you adept to most things, im sure of it. For my entire schooling life, i have never ever been an outcast, a lone ranger, an emo kid sitting alone in the corner of the classroom with no friends. Yet, for the first time in 18 years, i find myself sitting at the front of every class, i find myself no talking for 4 hours at a time, i find it hard to participate in group work, i do not share the same jokes with everyone else, i do not laugh along when the whole class is R-O-F-L, i do not meet anyone before class, i eat ALONE,i walk ALONE, i work ALONE, i go home ALONE, omg whatever, im like ALONE most of the time. I have gotten used to it, and i find that i really dont mind at all. I can blame no one actually, it was i who had rejected their advances to make friends with me. I never tried to act cool or anything, its just, i have lost all interest in studying and poly life. There are some facotrs in poly that make it less shitty though, and i guess the one that makes poly better is definitely the boy who is named Joey Peh Jin Wei. Brother, Bro, Dawg, Dog, he's all of them, as all my bros are. He's one of the few in world that know me very well, he's one of the few that are makes my life better just by walking wth him. yes, hes one of the BROTHERS. =) * afk *

"10 brothers were the source of laughter and motivation i had in sec school. bloody hell i know alot people think we are idiots but fuck man we are having the time of our lives together......but then, some of us just had to leave huh?"

I just went to joey's blog, to find that omg touching 10 bros post. i found this first. Awwww im going to shed some real tears. =( I have just finished reading the post, and well, what can i say, I FUCKING LOVE YOU PEOPLE, YOU ALL MAKE MY LIFE GODDAMIIT WORTH LIVING. MUACKS ALL OF YOU SICK BASTARDS. =)I know i can never find another group of friends so true. =)

Ohmy, it seems that my spark intended to give life has turned into a flame. Lol, whatever. So let me give a current update on my life.

I'll wake up in the morning.
Go school.
Sit in class and not do anything.
Come home and think about how im going to die when submission dates are due.
Chat on msn.
Off my comp.
Sleep.
Well, just loop it yeah? Till poly life ends maybe?

Chatting on msn is fun. I mean, getting smart when chatting to T.M.N is great! Great person to chat with. =) i promise i'll sing a song for you next time. =) But you play piano, savvy?

Inmm. Its like a fucking big stone in my life, or rather blockage, obstacle. To clear it, im going to start work on it now. =) Cya people, you all know i cant be kept like this in a hole forever, i got too much SOUL to be put in a hole. BYEBYE.

ps. i hate school.

2007-05-09T09:21:00.000+08:00

i shall give a short update of my life now. IT SUCKS. =(

2007-02-05T17:39:00.000+08:00

I AM SO DEAD.

ok so i am going to have a very hectic week. =-.- my timetable:

today : finish at least 8 pages of Ides.
Tml: Complete my Ides. MMP Storyboard scanning.
Wednesday: Complete storyboard, Start on Wallpaper, hopefully complete it.
Thursday: Complete wallpaper if not done, CD cover start, hope can complete.
Friday: Complete CD cover, Start on 2nd interface, Complete it. Start on Dtat.
Saturday: Bunk, hopefully. Dtat.
Sun: Dtat Dtat / MMP Presentation
Monday: Dtat/ MMP presentation
Tuesday to end: all that i haven done. Hopefully nothing.

OK DONE. My first ever self-made and hopefully IMPLEMENTED timetable for poly life !! wooooo. Ah haven blogged in a long time it seems. -.- Aiya too much mapling la. =) soon to be top dit in delp, second time im saying this, and its much closer. 4 lvls and 38% to go. Hm, not mapling much for this week le, desperately trying to find someone to help me, in case QQLuffyQQ takes over me. That cb guy chiong so fast. Ahh, a few screen shots to end the post.

IMFxiaoqian aka Raylene Liow my dearest ^^

Papulatus down.

Yes, Same as my title.

-.-"

2007-01-22T04:16:00.000+08:00

So let me get this straight
Say now you loved me all along
What made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel?
I can see it in your eyes
you mean all of what you say
i remember so along ago, see I felt that same way
Now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
Insignificantly enough
we both have significant others

Only time will tell
Time will turn and tell

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who, we are who we were when

Who knew what we know now
Could have been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when

But thoughts they change
and times they rearrange
I don't know who you are anymore
Loves come and go and this I know
I'm not who you recall anymore
But i must confess
you're so much more than I remember
Can't help but entertain
these thoughts of us together

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could have been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when

My day late friend

So let me get this straight
All these years
and you were no where to be found
And now you want me for your own
But you're a day late
and my love, she's still renowned

guess the song people. however, no prizes for getting it right. lol. ok, so basically, ytd, went to celebrate darren's birthday. =)Its been such a long long long long long time since i had such a great time, with my bros. omg i actually could use up all my fingers to count them. =)) Terence the long lost one was here even. Well, his cousins bday he cant say no right. =) Even thou it was just a meal and some walking around, i felt so damn blooddyyy song. Its been quite a while since we walked ard with 10 people, since we all made fun of jj, since jj attacked us after our teasing, since terence was out with us, since i played in house dota. AHH bring back all the memories people. back back back to where we lasted.... lol. =))) and omg an added bonus, i saw JOANNA hahahaha omg. =) strange isnt it we live in bishan dont see each other at j8 at all but at town. lol. PRETTYYYY GIRL JOANNA LOL. =) ALRIGHTS EVEN THOUGH ITS 4.21AM IM STILL GONNA ENJOY MY SLEEP CAUSE I KNOW FOR SURE IM GONNA HAVE A SWEET DREAM. =)

2007-01-15T02:31:00.000+08:00

zakum

zakum

2007-01-15T02:22:00.000+08:00

BORING

haven blogged in quite awhile. and to pq yea i said i'll blog but haha omg lazy. Nothing much going on. School, and maple. School, well, to say the truth i really have lost all interest in it thanks to maple. and this is bad. I dont like it that much. it pulled my grades down thats for sure. I cant find any motivation at all to study and do my hmwk. fuck it. I know i cant compare myself to my other friends like qx, and rh. Hell, rp gives them no hmwk, the ability to pon school after you passed, and they only have a few weeks of school left to go before hols. but i just keep comparing. Ides, java, mmp, dtat, and all. SHIT them, im going to fail if i dont buck up, pull up my socks, whatever. I need motivation, can i buy them from 711? lol. ok lame =/. Hai, lifes getting worst, worst worst. I dont even know what keeps me going anymore. =( maple? lol.

wake me up.

2006-12-25T08:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. =)

Just reached home from joeys house, abit shag but whatever i'll blog anyway. Gonna have to get some slp later have to go out to have lunch/dinner with family later. Shucks. i hope i dont miss anego. Tml is maple camp again. =) Hah. Looking forward to it. =) well. once again, merry christmas people, and happy birthday to terence, the long lost one.

First anti-wank cream, now condoms. wtf do i even look horny to you people?

and i miss pc bunk so freaking much i really want to go there and just slack there whole day. =(

2006-12-23T05:44:00.000+08:00

Pics

team tuki!

=) 1week reach.

owned a boss with 75m life.

2006-12-23T05:38:00.000+08:00

Maple Camp

Tim, qx and me attended maple camp at my house. haha. omg it 4 days 3 nights camp. =)
Most was it was maple, so theres not much things to say. Well, we did laugh alot alot alot over somethings thou. haha. We went lampa joe but alas, it was not open. =( Looking forward to the next maple camp when rh can join us yea?

achievements of camp : i reached 3rd job
tim equipped kage
JRxiangZ is now applicable for 4TH JOB
Owned SEVERAL anegos

aiya ta de yan jing yi xiang lai jiu shi zhe yang bu zi hao dai de la.

2006-12-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

AT PC BUNK NOW

I know what you people are going to say. No life right? Yes thats me. No life mapler wz. =) All for work people, all for work. Now on ship to ossy. =) lvl 39 in 2 days. omg so proud. =) Just bought kfan. ahh im so addicted to maple now. never bin this addicted. haha. totally forgot all the warnings i recieved from joanna last time till now. =/ lol anw back to maple. byebye people.

2006-12-13T09:44:00.000+08:00

SIAN

WL my dumb bro didnt wake me up to continue when he stopped played and i wasted 1 and a half hour of training. Stuck at 23. SUCKS.

ARG SIAN

lol.

2006-12-13T05:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY

woo after 5 and a half hours of maple my newest char finally made it to 20 =)
Damn tired now. But cannot waste 2x. =) Must chiong to 33 by end of this card. =) Woo back to MAPLE. =) JRtukiZ. SOON TO BE TOP DIT IN DELP.

2006-12-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Ben Folds
Family of me

How great I am
Gotta tell myself, yeah
I'm the man
Looks grim right now
but pretty soon we'll be laughing about it
Ooh, and it's alright
Yeah it is, I swear you'll see
(it's not really)
Yeah it's alright
Cause I've always got my family of me

It's not a first
(might be the last)
Yeah I'm sure I
must have been through worse, but
Ooh, it's alright
Got a paddle and a creek
Yeah and it's alright
Cause I've always got my family of me

2006-12-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

1 Last exam and its over

well for this term anw. But still, i cant get shit into my head. Guess i'll just have to work extra hard next term. if i can. oopg paper today was a total flop. i didnt even know how to create new object. to pass would make a good present from the oopg lecturers. =) Nothing much happened today, went to flavours after the paper. Sat there listen to them talk, then went home. Cabbed with john and da jie. Free ride for them again, my fathers paying for me cause im sick. Yea so reached home, mapled for awhile, and went to take a nap. So now, back to lying on my bed to yea think. Well, hope tml goes well, even though im not going to study. Damn looking forward to this hols. Break from school and all, and finally i will get the chance to get out with my bros and dawgs, and of course to earn some cash with tim. =) i hope this time we really start to do it. =) previous times were well, trials. Went pretty well thou. so yea.

dsb wl gsrh gl nv? wszg clfow szev szkkvmvw?

kill me

.

2006-12-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

GG to my exams

I tried and tried but i just couldnt find the motivation to study at all. I hope this paper doenst affect my overall grade too much. =( Sick like dog=/ as if stomach ache and lao sai wasnt enough, its good friend flu just had to come along to join in the fun. Fucking viruses. Who sells time machines? i need one urgently. =)

i need to go
far away
a few years back
would be ok
i just need to
unwind in my
time machine

.

2006-12-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

My birthday

Thanks to all the people who wished me. =)

Thanks to romi, darren, jessica, denise my listening boards. =)))
Romi - thanks for all the encouragment in just one night.
Darren - you rock.
jessica - cheer up too eh?
denise - omg your smart you know that? sixth sense girl.

And finally,
Timothy low jia sheng =)
Yes i always call you to spam vulgarities at you, but it helps alot for me. =)
My best listening board since sec 4 =)
but it seems like you dont understand me well enough, just based on what you just said to me. But nvm. your still the BEST. =) All the best for your exams tml. =)

Once again. ty to all. =)

im still asking myself why

fucked

2006-12-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

fucked

woo guess what, stomach ache and lao sai. GREAT timing. Best 3 days ever for me. best ever.

gg to my exams.

2006-12-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

GG TO MY EXAMS

i've lost all motivation to study at all. so byebye term one im failing it bad.
so might as well maple some there :

One of the worst times ever.
i hate my life now. =(

wtf

2006-12-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

wtf happened to my fucking thumbdrive? my java lab answers that i saved all became nothing. All gone. how the fuck am i going to study for it now? arg fuck. What kind of loser shit thumbdrive have i got? fail for sure now. Hai, why are things all going wrong for me? All the bad stuff and news just keep on coming and happening, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck my fucking fucked up life now. Let all this fucked shit all end please. please.

i must be kidding

2006-12-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

I must be kidding myself when i saqid i'll be starting on my studies. i spent the whole day lying on my bed thinking. =/ like wtf its gg to my exams.

i still dont know why.

what?

2006-12-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

Just woke up after 14 hours of sleep. feels really good to be able to sleep for so long. but fuck im not feeling too good now. anw most prob gonna start on my studies. cya people.

what was it.

2006-12-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

i just dont get it.

finally.

2006-12-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

End of the term. omg have to say this term was a killer. Wont expect the next term to be any better eh? With 2 more mmp1 assignments, well. =/ Today was pretty fun. Went for uir as usual early in the morning, and did my portfolio there. After that, i went for oopg lec omg. listened for awhile and slpt for awhile. =) After oopg it was lunch time. Had lunch at mensa, and ed came. Went off to sports hall to play badminton. Ed owned pls. =( Well, went for cmsk3 test after badminton, and kc did most of the work. =) ty kc.Went for quiz, and dinner, and finally to yishun to discuss the chalet stuff with dawgs. joey tim qx darren was there. Went to watch cinderella. Scary like shit pls. =/ But i liked it, even thou i dont really understand the whole thing. Yepp went home after that, and now here i am blogging. =)
snm.=(

stick with me
dont fall asleep too soon
the angels can wait
for a moment

wtf is it now?

2006-12-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

i just dont get it. wtf is it?

i am pissed.

2006-12-06T02:28:00.000+08:00

IDES. SCHOOL. makes me so fucking cb pissed right now. I just dont know why. but luckily, dota saved the day. Fucking owned some zion noobs, and feel better now. And oh. sorry for being an ass vamp. =)

yes yes why didnt i think of that?

2006-12-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

tim may be right. after all, its always the same aint it? its always the ones around me who profit. yes tim, you are absolutely right. =( the priorities have been swapped. I didnt expect it to happen so fast. =/

Tired

2006-12-05T15:25:00.000+08:00

I am tired. I cant express how tired i have been these few days, and my eyes hurt like hell. Is it cause of the lack of sleep that are causing them to hurt? arg if it is, fuck it. My eyes bags are getting worse, and this feeling sucks. Red bull doesnt work well anymore, coffee works better, but only lasts for 1hr+ max. Just great. Still alot of work to be done, but well who can i blame since i chose to let them pile up. And omg great, i have to do a website for my uncle. Real exciting real great. All thanks to my big mouth in sem one when i shouted in his face :" i can create website you can meh". grr. shit myself. Just so happens that i like to think about things. When i sit alone, i just start thinking, going through things over and over in my head, trying to see what would come out of them. I used to love doing this, but recently, i get so tired that when i start thinking, i feel worse. =/

I dont
- want to go to school anymore, its no more fun.
- want to feel so fucking worn out everyday.
- want to think about so much things.
- want to think about whats happening now.
- want to start on my assignments.
- want to sleep late again tonight.
- want to do stuff like this.
- want to blog anymore, cya people.

why is this happening
i never wanted it to end up this way
really

i nearly died today.

2006-12-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

i swear i nearly got killed today. to tired to blog now. maybe next time. =)

the things will happen
i can see them
in my mind

finally no more mmp1.

2006-12-02T18:23:00.000+08:00

finally, mmp1 is over - for now. =) Loads alot lighter now. woo. feels so good so good. Slack my weekends off. Next week is another week of chionging for me. =( my ides seriously cmi. assignment 1 not even half done. =( not shaded, not in freehand, and assignment 3 too. lol. Feel damn tired now, sleeping doesnt seem to do anything for me. turning into zombie soon. =( Exams on 11th and 12th. no time study pls. and vamp you promised me maths. =) ok gtg now cyaa people.

EVIL DISGUSTING TORTURE GAMES

2006-11-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

ok.as my nick implies. this post is going to be about EVIL, DISGUSTING TORTURE GAMES.
I invented the game. =)How it started? Lol ok so me and xw were talking about torturing people. After she killed all my people in a killing game. =( So i decided. I may have lost the killing part, but TORTURE WONT LOSE PLS. I FINISH DLNG THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSCARE ALR PLS. HAVENT GVE YOU. =) so i said.

iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
COME SEE WHO MORE DISGUSTING
iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
I SURE WIN

after she said this.

†®aεz† says:
tts killing onli pls
†®aεz† says:
u wan torture ?
SO the game started. omg i swear i never said so digusting things before in my whole life. But for her i not sure LOL. =) ok so we started random stuff.

iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
slice off skin
iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
little by little
†®aεz† says:
pull out nails
†®aεz† says:
=)
iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
till guy dies of blood loss
†®aεz† says:
yes good idea too
†®aεz† says:
use small hammer break every bone
†®aεz† says:
bit by bit

After that we decided to do same body parts so that we could see whos more digusting. I will be first , after that her, and she will then choose another part and start first. =) so that its fair.

We started with scalps.

iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
use knife cut out whole scalp from head then use spoon scoop out some brains force down throat

†®aεz† says:
pull out hair by handfuls
†®aεz† says:
bits of scalp will come off together

round one down. winner xw.

Next up was ear.

†®aεz† says:
use needle
†®aεz† says:
poke ear drum

blah blah blah...

†®aεz† says:
gouge out
†®aεz† says:
throw inside open skull mix with wats left of brain

mine was too long to put here was. But i used anti-fainting medicine. and i won in the end. so it was end of rounf 2. wz won. =)

Slowly, our desciptions became longer and longer until i think it took just 10 mins to complete one part. =/

Next up were nose, eye and finally mouth. i'll show some extracts below.

iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
slowly shove up the freaking nose
iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
then twist and turn them till the nose splits
iamwz - great evil minds think alike - the vampires says:
then take alot of salt and salt water and seawater pour on it

and no creativity person said.

†®aεz† says:
lol steal my idea pls
†®aεz† says:
i wan use salt oso

†®aεz† says:
grip one end of each nosetril
†®aεz† says:
pull
†®aεz† says:
till skin split
†®aεz† says:
nose almost split into half
†®aεz† says:
but still ahnging together

†®aεz† says:
take both eyeballs n the gouged out remains
†®aεz† says:
throw inside blender
†®aεz† says:
mix into JUICE
†®aεz† says:
throw in soome of ur ANTI NUMB medicine

iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
smash the eye in
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
at least 50 times
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
till become bloody pulp
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
use blender ah you? too easy pls i manual one

iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
burn the whole interior of the whole mouth
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
make guy puke out all he ate just now
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
POUR IN CONCRETE MIXED WITH ACID AND SALT
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
SEAL THE WHOLE MOUTH

ok. so the final one for today was mouth right. when i chose she was like.

†®aεz† says:
ok anw
†®aεz† says:
U DIE
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
LOL WHY
†®aεz† says:
i CONEFIRM WIN TIS ONE

Want see the whole thing people? it was the worst of the night.

†®aεz† says:
first
†®aεz† says:
put on gloves =)
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
LOL
†®aεz† says:
dun get my hands dirty
†®aεz† says:
grip sides of the mouth
†®aεz† says:
slowly pull
†®aεz† says:
till the skin splits
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
BET YOU GRINNING LIKE CHERSIRE CAT
†®aεz† says:

†®aεz† says:
yes
†®aεz† says:
pull off bits of loose skin here and there
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
take pic of yourself now leh
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
=)
†®aεz† says:
take salt + acid crystals
†®aεz† says:
lol
†®aεz† says:
i charging phone
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
lol
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
i wan see your expression
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
lol
†®aεz† says:
slowly rub into wound
†®aεz† says:
den keep the mouth open
†®aεz† says:
take plier
†®aεz† says:
slowly pull out the teeth
†®aεz† says:
one by one
†®aεz† says:
grip n pull till it can shake
†®aεz† says:
slowly slowly pull out the whole teeth
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
wllllllllll
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
=(
†®aεz† says:

†®aεz† says:
den
†®aεz† says:
use smth sharp
†®aεz† says:
srape off the bloody gums
†®aεz† says:
den tounge
†®aεz† says:
u know under the tounge
†®aεz† says:
tt thing
†®aεz† says:
i dunno wat isit called
†®aεz† says:
lol
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
LOL
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
I KNOW
†®aεz† says:
lol anw tt thing
†®aεz† says:
snip it off
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
i got ucler there lol
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
just heal
†®aεz† says:

iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
fucking pain pls
†®aεz† says:
snip off tt thing
†®aεz† says:
grip the tounge
†®aεz† says:
pull taut
†®aεz† says:
use needle poke a hole through
†®aεz† says:
pull the needle out frm the other side
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
dont sewing pls
†®aεz† says:
den use 2needles
†®aεz† says:
lol
†®aεz† says:
force into tt hole
†®aεz† says:
n force n pull till the tounge splits
†®aεz† says:
2 pieces
†®aεz† says:
den slowly rip off the lips
†®aεz† says:
with tweezers
†®aεz† says:
sharp ones
†®aεz† says:
take all the ripped out stuff
†®aεz† says:
pound into paste
†®aεz† says:
put somewhere first
†®aεz† says:
use hand
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
lol
†®aεz† says:
covers with arm long gloves of coz
†®aεz† says:
covered
†®aεz† says:
force down the throat
†®aεz† says:
all the way down
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
lol
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
lol
†®aεz† says:
grab watever can reach
†®aεz† says:
pull out
†®aεz† says:
slowly
†®aεz† says:
oh ya den the teeth rite
†®aεz† says:
cannot pound
†®aεz† says:
too hard
iamwz - evil people play disgusting torture games together. says:
lol wtffff
†®aεz† says:
so break into small sharp pieces
†®aεz† says:
mix with acid
†®aεz† says:
let him gurgle
†®aεz† says:
den swallow
†®aεz† says:
and den the paste
†®aεz† says:
slowly rub all over his face
iamwz - evil people play very very very very disgusting torture games together. says:
nice nick pls
†®aεz† says:
den make him lick the cup clean
†®aεz† says:
with wat's left of his tounge
†®aεz† says:

†®aεz† says:
done

ok its like freaking long. lol but i thought it was damn funny and GROSS. lol so end score was 3/2 i losing by 1 point pls. =( nvm tml morning. gg to you. =)
cya people. mmp time. again. =(

sian.

2006-11-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

Monday blues.

Well, thanks tim for the prison break intro. Well great, now im addicted. Didnt sleep whole night just to watch prison break. Tired as hell, but anyway. Nothing much to blog about, giving a short summary.

-reached school earlier then expected
-failed maths
-damn sad even though its just a class test
-called joey to check out where hes at
-lucky he still haven left school
-met up with him
-skipped oopg cause i felt school sucked and i wasnt acting cool or anything k
-oh so joey failed by 2 marks on his maths test as well
-emo with joey
-took a few trips of buses home
-prison breaked awhile
-4 hours to be excat
-starting on proposal now i hope
-cya people

not now
please
not now

Some random photos

2006-11-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

RH I THINK YOUR PIC IS BEST SO I ONLY UPLOADED YOU. =)

Thanks for inviting joanna

2006-11-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

So, i'll start with ytd. I went to school, early in the morning at 9 as usual for my cds. =( After that , took the test, 9/15 woo. passed. 11, class ended, and i went to look for joey. We decided to go play ping pong. =) So we went to lvl 5 to look for a lab, and booked a table. No paper to print, so we saved the doc in my thumbdrive and went down to the photocopy shop to print. Went to the stadium after that, and started playing. Of course, i owned his ass. im so freaking pro pls. I had 5 hours break on that day, and no one in c140 would come pei me one. =( so i managed to get my dawgs to come tp to pei me. woo. Darren, qx, tim, romi, mao. and lee came. darren and qx came early, after joey went home to sleep, so we played abit of ping pong first. After that, we closed the table and went to look for the np people who just reached. I went to my class to put my bag, and went to look for labs for them to slack in. OMG no free labs lol. So we went to flavours, and they had their lunch there. I went to the mac lab to check, and woo there were no lessons. SO i let them in and i went back to class for awhile. class ended, and i went to look for them to go back to my house for games night WOOOOO. But darren and lee left for town to meet their girls, and mao romi had to go home. So, me, tim and qx went. We decided to go bubble tea 1st, then walked to safra. They complained like dogs, so we took taxi. watched abit of 15 and slpt in the taxi. Lol. Reached home in i guess 20 -30mins, and slacked at my house. Ban and rh came not long after, and we played abit of dota.
ok blah blah, waited for all of them to come before starting the main event of the night, POKER. RWAR. i suay like dog pls. I lost alot alot alot money. =( everytime i have some good cards, someone would win me by a bit. Everytime i tried to be catious and not play on, i would see the cards i want. Everytime i wanted to play on, i didnt see what i want. oh so fuck. nvm, just chiong all my money away. =( they switched to blackjack, i played a few rounds, LOST. so left 5 dollars, i decided to not play on. =) went upstairs to look for darren and talk abit, and fell aslp. Sorry dawgs, i had a really tiring week. =( i didnt mean to fall aslp. Woke up at ard 730, just laid there to hear them talking, and after that they were on the topic porn and i found that really funny so i started talking lol. THANKS JJ. they went home in a while, and i changed my bedsheets and fell aslp again. Woke up at ard 3, then went online for awhile. Joanna called, told me bout the concert stuff, and i was like oh ok. then went out of the house to meet them. Waited like dog for them at yishun mrt. =( late assholes. And it was raining like god knows what. Luckily we found an umbrella. But we still got wet. So reached the place, and saw joanna. Lol omg she looks so pretty lol. =) Still say dont laugh at her. Like who will. haha. You look great in contacts leh lol. So after that watched the dance performances, and the drama thing. and i thought it was really meaningful. And oh joanna, you told me got pretty girls there, YOU LIED. i didnt see any. I liked the warning signs part. Lol, we skipped the free hotdogs, and went to north point to eat. Had ljs, and and went to the pasar malam to see see. After that, went home. So now here i am, just dced from dota. =( and joey just called me a leaver lol. SO SAD. IM GOING TO COMMIT SUCIDE NOW BYEBYE PEOPLE.

burden peh gold wei

2006-11-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

you know what joey? i think your right. after a series of emoboboing i think your right. asshole. so i will stop. and focus on ping pong for now. But let it be our dirty little secret.

LIEW LIEW PING PONG QIU

2006-11-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

Short summary of my day.
- coffee in morning
-lessons
-break, played ping pong
-won everyone at least once LOL
-lesson
-chose LEGO
-took bus home
-met darren
-take wrong bus
-take correct us
-reached jw house
-chiong ping pong
-won jm
-won jw
-won joey
-won zy
-darren never play
-improved skill
-improved fakes
-finished with ping pong
-pour away remaining 100plus
-use bottle hit joey head
-use bottle hit jm head
-use bottle hit zy head
-use bottle hit own head
-took bus to j8
-took taxi home
-bathe
-did spolit quiz
-tried to learn ps and dreamweaver
- cya people.

I WANT TO KNOW IF IM SPOLIT.

2006-11-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

In your bedroom you have:
[x] a television
[x] cd player
[x] vcds
[x] dvds
[x] dvd player
[x] playstation/xbox
[x] radio
[x] computer/laptop
[ ] fridge
[ ] bathroom
[x] posters
TOTAL: 9

You are allowed to:
[x] party
[x] go to the mall with friends
[x] eat unhealthy stuff
[x] stay out til past midnight
[x] have ur own curfew
[x] pick ur own school
[x] buy ur own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere
[x] drink liquor
[x] curse

TOTAL: 9

Have you ever?
[x] talk back to ur parents
[ ] sneak out at night
[x] been "told" not "scolded"
[x] been out of country
[x] shopped til u drop
[x] been given more money than u needed
[x] felt u were heavily guarded
[ ] spent thousands in one store only
[x] made ur parent(s) cry
[ ] yelled at ur maid

TOTAL: 7

DO YOU
[x] have what u need
[x] get what u want
[x] travel a lot
[ ] have a maid
[ ] have a driver
[x] get a high allowance
[x] do whatever u want
[ ] have branded clothing
[ ] have a credit card
[x] eat whenever u want

TOTAL: 6

DO YOUR PARENTS
[x] ever scold you for not following your curfew
[x] give u EVERYTHING u want
[x] trust you
[x] buy you things for the sake of buying them
[x] give you "extra cash" when you're out somewhere
[x] think u should have the best and only the best
[x] want you to be happy
[x] help you
[x] love you
[x] pay for the mess you've made

TOTAL: 10

multiply the total number by 2 to get your spoilt percentage.
41 x 2 = 82%
LOL WTF AM I THAT BAD. =( GUESS I SHOULD CHANGE.

SPORTS DAY TODAY!!

2006-11-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

Today was an omfging fun day. i swear its just like sports day. lol.

Today morning met up with xw at flavours to let her use my lappy burn disc, and after that we drank coffee and did our sketchbooks. After that, cav joined us. Then at 9.00, we went up for DTAT. The 3 hours was nothing much, just completing our work and handing them up.After that went for lunch at jupiter with ed wy and xw. We all have CHICKEN LEG PASTA. damn nice pls. but had to wait la omg 20mins?

OK here comes the fun part. After that, went to yishun to meet with my dawgs. Went to joey house first. Mao was alr there, playing dota, BEING A NOOB LOL. After that went for PING PONG. omg met tim and we all went down and walked a small distance to the table. After awhile, JM JW AND YY CAME. ok song. THEN AFTER some more whiles, romi came. SO started playing la lol. PHS DOUBLE LOSE TO DA QIAO AGN. HAI HAI.So, After some ping pong, we decided to go play bball. Thrashed a few teams there, and lost like em 1 match? as in against others. Then went back ping pong cause my leg hurts like dog. AND OMG JW WAS LIKE OWNING THE LATER PART. WE WERE PLAYING KING AND HE STAYED LIKE 30 over rounds. SO WE HAD TO DEFEAT HIM BEFORE WE WENT DINNER. FINALLY EM I THINK JOEY WON. WOO WE HAPPY TILL SHOUT LIKE DOGS. Me and mao then went to take our bags from joey house, and went find them. Some pui mos had 2 servings lol wtf. So after that, we all went home.

Well thats all. woo and i played like for 6 hours + sports today pls. SPORTS DAY.

quiz

2006-11-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

7 Random Things About Me:
- friendly i guess
- vulgar
- i am not emo bobo like edmund.
- i crap alot i think
- best scammer on earth
- fat =((((
- ima people person( ed said so)

7 Things That Scare Me:
- THE PILLAI REJECTION
- ghosts
- Losing my personal stuffs.
- seeing losers like dd.
- cannot talk =(
- getting scammed eventually
- Losing dota forever.

7 Random Songs:
- Breaking Free - Zac effron Vanessa anne hudgens
- When there was me and you - Vanessa anne hudgens
- We'r all in this together - Hsm
- Start of something new - Zac effron Vanessa anne hudgens
- Rather be with you - Vanessa anne hudgens
- Physic - Vanessa anne hudgens
- Stupid Cupid - mandy moore

7 people to do this:
- joey
- qx
- romi
- jm
- ALL IN c140 that have blog but never do
- All those who have blog and i never say and you never do.

PHOTO TIME.

2006-11-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOOO DTAT DONE MOFOS.

2006-11-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS REALLY HIGH FOR ME. I FUCKING FINISHED MY DTAT. HAD TO PRINT EM OUT. WAITED THERE TILL CLASS GATHERING LOL. DAMN FUNNY. BUT ME KC ED AND YONS LEFT FIRST LOL. ED CUT HAIR. THEN WE WENT EAT CHICKEN RICEEEEE. LATER I'LL POST SOME PICS UP. WOO.

what a cb day.

2006-11-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

today's post will be polluted with alot of cbs. So freaking cb suay.

i swear that today was the cb-est day in my cb life. Knn cb suay like dog. Went to ten penis,then passed 2 discs to xw. While i was waiting for her in school, when to take some pics. then cb camera no battery. ok nvm, so i went to buy the bread from the business school. cb want to put the notes in the cb machine just dun want to take my cb notes. knn.After passing xw the discs went ard taking pictures with my phone. knn cb phone low batt. so called yons, ask him to lend me his camera. Walked to safra, after that got urge to drink bubbletea so walked a cb distance there. After that, walked back to school bus stop to take bus to yons house. Waited for 8, after that, when it came, i got on and tapped the card. then cb no more money cannot take. so, when back to bubbletea shop changed 2 dollar coins. Walked back to the bus stop, took to yons house. waited for a while, then got the cam. So i went around taking some pics. i ended up at eds house bus stop, waited for 59 for like 20mins. No bus. felt thirsty, so went to buy drinks. knn cb bus came just when i buying drink. After that, went to wait again. after 15mins or so, the bus came agn. went up. cb my the other 1 dollar coin gone. how to take the cb bus. went back to the shop, changed 4 1 dollar coins, then went to wait again. Arg, on the cb bus, most suay thing of today happened cb dont feel like saying here. cb.

what a cb cb cb cb cb day. i am not pleased.

sorry for all the cbs people. pls dont hate me.

to delilah

2006-11-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO THERE ANGEL FROM MY NIGHTMARE.

I HATE MY LIFE NOW.

2006-11-18T04:16:00.000+08:00

HAIIII. omg my laziness has gotten me into a fix once again. My mmp1 was rejected like it was never done, my ides, lol haven even shade the first assignment, my DTAT WORST. 5 pictures only and all not approved. How to pass my second sem sia. Cmaths test? haven started studying. arg.

Well just finished my mmp1 AGAIN. This time, em how should i put it. i feel more involved in the work LOL. yep. I think its nice but arg pillai always disagrees with whatever i do. But omg i really dont want to redo plsplsplsplpslpslplslspslpslslplsplpslpslpslplpslplsplsplsplsplpslpslplsplsplpslpslpslplsplsplsplsplsplsplpslpslpslplsplsplsplsplpslpslpslplsplsplsplpslpslpslpslpslpslpslplsplsplsplsplplsplsplpsls APPROVE OK? rwaff i feeling like barking now.

and oh, in conclusion, school sucks.

it was all my imgination right?
i hope its not.
But i think it is.

THANKS.

2006-11-17T03:49:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU UIR AMALINA. YOU ROCK SO SO MUCH.

saw on qx's blog.

2006-11-13T11:25:00.000+08:00

The top 10 qualities you look for in a guy/girl-friend(stead sounds childish):

- nice eyes PLEASE PLEASE.

- dont be alot alot taller then me. =(

- I dont like butch style hair.

- MUSHROOM STYLE LOL.

- I dont like attention seeking girls. I seek enough alr. =)

- I MAY place my bros infront.

- HELP ME CONTROL MY SPENDING. omfg going broke in 10 years.

- the X factor for me.

- sweet voice. HAHA ENTERTAIN ME WHEN I BORED.

- I dont want to be able to hear her voice across the room while shes talking.

top 5 qualities you look for in a friend:

- DOHC

- qualities of my dawgs style. eg. white style, think he cool joey style, ice cold tim style, da ge da ban style, ag style, vulgar darren style, jiang zi ya style, etc.

- NO KNN PS OLD FRIENDS FOR NEW FRIENDS STYLE FUCK OFF. abit sad i know some.

- Craps with me.

- Hangs out fine.

5 ppl to do this:
- SOON KIM CHOON THE ONE BESIDE ME ACTING JAVA NOW.

- EDMUND THE DOG WHOS SICK OF LIFE.

- JOHN DONT ACT HARDWORKING WANT DO WORK LATER.

- PEI QI I HEAR YOU TALKING.

- JUST BE AUTO ABIT PEOPLE.

THE END

OK QX IM A GOOD FRIEND

Just Friends.

2006-11-13T03:32:00.000+08:00

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

messy messy messy

2006-11-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

These few days hasnt been good. alot of projects coming up, suck to the core. And i still thought that the lectuers got plan one. all thrown in at once. knn cant take it sia. A bit scary la today everyone like buey song like that. Choosing the topic has nearly caused class war. Alot of unhappiness floating ard, the pressure of directors cup and alot of projects. EEK. i dun wanna blog anymore.

i rather be with you
and its true

FUCK IDES

2006-11-08T02:55:00.000+08:00

FUCK IDES LA KNN CB HG BLJ SUBJECT. KEEP ON DRAWING LIKE SOME FUCKING DOG. TU LAN LIKE HELL. HOW COME SUDDENLY BECOME TODAY FINAL SUBMISSION SIA ED TOLD ME 7TH WEEK LA WTF. DIE LIKE DOG TML. I DECIDED NOT TO DO ANYTHING. knn feeling frustated like scamming fail. ARG.

Enough about later in the day when im going to die. Ytd was omfging fun. Joey and his girl, qx, tim, jm, ban, and me went to causeway to eat sakae. I met up with jm first, and even though i was a bit late, we were not really late in meeting them cause tim the pussy was late.=) So after that went to causeway, met up with ban and qx, then chiong into the restuarant. ME AND JM WAS HAVING A COMPETITION TO SEE WHO COULD EAT MORE AT THE FREAKING ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET. IN THE END, IT WAS DOWN TO A TIE, WITH BOTH OF US NEARLY FULL, AND IN ORDER TO SNATCH THE PUI MO TITLE FROM JM, AND TO HAVE JM DO THE FORFEIT, I ATE THE BOWL OF GREEN, COLD, RUBBER-LIKE, NOODLES THAT BAN ORDERED. OMG TASTE LIKE POOP PLS. BUT THAT DID THE TRICK AND I WON JM. HE HAD TO BARK LIKE A DOG, ROAR LIKE LION AND HOWL LIKE WOLF LOL. I GOT THE VIDEOS!!! WHO WANTS PLS ASK ME FOR EM. I'LL ASK JM IN TURN IF I CAN SEND HAHAHAA. THEN AFTER THAT WE WENT TO TIMEZONE TO SLACK FOR AWHILE. WE SAW THESE GROUP OF PEOPLE GATHERING AT THIS GIANT CANDY PUSHING MACHINE. WATCHED SOME LADY WITH 100++ IN HER TAPZ CARD CHIONG THE PRIZE. SHE GOT IT - WE CHEERED. THEN WENT BACK HOME WITH EM, QX RIDE BIKE HOME, TIM JOEY AND BC GOT OFF AT YISHUN AND ME AND DOGGED JM GT DOWN AT BISHAN. FEELS GOOD TO HAVE SOMEONE WALK A SMALL DISTANCE WITH ME HOME CAUSE IM SUCH A LONER. AND I FOUND OUT ME, JOEY ARE TP LONERS, JM SAYS HE AND CK OUTCAST THEMSELVES AT SP. THAT MAKES 4 OF US. =) LONER KIAS SIA. COOL LIKE DALMANTIAN.OR WHATEVER THE SPELLING.

OMFG I DIDNT KNOW I TYPED ALL IN CAPS HAHA. NVM IT GIVES MY BLOG CHARACTER. OK GOING SLP ALR. DUN CARE ABOUT IDES JUST GG TML.

NIGHTS PEOPLE.

today is saturday, Nov 04, 2006

2006-11-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

I will always remember this date, as this would be the day everything falls into place. My plan WILL work, and i will stand to gain from it. I will not accept failure. I will do my best to see it through.

So arg ytd was tiring la haha. omg i played emo bball. All ALONE FOR near 2 hours. Well at the end there was this P6 kid playing with me but well. Before that was UIR. Alot people dropped , and alot joined. But, still no chio bu. +( sad sia. well. So after the lesson, i went to the basketball court to wait for the team. =/ say meet 12, knn nearly 1 then come la. I so sad tehre solo shoot balls. So played bball till ard 230 then went back to tp. Went for pillai's lesson, tired like dog,so fell aslp inside lol. Then suddenly heard cav's voice and woke up to see pillai and the class looking at me. xia suay lol. not that i care but, ah well. After that, dragged myself through cmsk3, and took bus home with xiao hwee. Strangely on the bus i was kept awake by maple topics HAHA.

arg tired like 9000 year old dog. going slp now. byebye people.

can you feel it building?
like a wave the ocean just cant control

IN SCHOOL FOR CDS

2006-11-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

Omg in school for UIR now. =( so early in morning, tired, cold, dying. Have to create a blog for this web, so i thought i'll post first before actually creating HAHA. knn cb ed is a dog meet so late i have to spend 1 hour alone, be emo kia. =(

its just a game baby
it aint no shame

DOG EAT DOG WORLD

2006-10-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

dog eat dog world. LOL. that was the main topic of todays oopg conversation. Damn funny pls. Ed, john, cav, and me were debating about what world it was lol. Well today was ok i guess. MONDAY BLUES. Firstly i had to wake up at freaking 8+, cause i was meeting ed outside photocopy shop to get our cmaths booklets lol. HE WAS LATE THAT STAY-AT-HOME-TO-WANK-GUY. =) Devon Aoki i bet. Cmaths tut was alright. Actually it was easy. Turns out the lecturer isnt that much of a bore. However, his way of speaking reminded me of my sec 3 and 4 phy teacher. When he says correct, he pronouces it as cor-wite. omg funny like dog pls. i bet the way he says alright would be alwight. HAHA. Brings back nice memories of sec school life. =) After that was OOPG. omg for the second time, i paid attention and understood everything despite the fact that i was having a conver with them. ha. We were let off early and we went down to flavours to grab some food. After that, spent sometime slack and talking in flavours, and finally, we went to the dumb shitty cmaths lecture. complete waste of time la CB. teach same things as first lec, wtf la. HOWEVER, john ed and ed entertained ourselves with a collections of well, I SHALL NOT SAY IT OUT. John kept trying to see free stuffs, but i guess the internet would do. After a while, john went and wanked in the toilet. +))))))) and omg did i mention? yons is one horny dog HAHAHA.

I HAVE THOUGHT OF THIS PLAN, I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE IT WORK, DUN WORRY .

but i've got a confession
my own secret obession
and its making me lose control

THE START OF SCHOOL

2006-10-23T19:01:00.000+08:00

Haven blogged for quite some time. haha. Owell, kept busy with my bros coming to my house and going out everyday lol. =) what a way to end my hols. The best way in fact HAHAHA. Bought new shoes, played poker, dota, watched some stuffs linked to candy strawberry lol wtf, not alone thou HAHA with my bros. So yea, like my title implies, the start of school. One part of me is ok with it, one part of me wants longer hols. Its weird though, why i want school to start earlier during the hols, but when scholl really starts, i want hols. ARG HUMANS, so weird. but cool. =) Back in school, almost couldnt find the class. Scared late lol. But lucky see kc when walking into school, so i wasnt alone. Then after that it turns out that he was meeting ed, so we went up to the class. Saw other classmates too, then walked to the classroom. But alas, walked to wrong one. So we went to the correct one eventually, and omg almost whole class there alr. Haha. Then we waited for the teacher. and we waited, and waited, and waited, and seriously, the teacher late like dog, so we decided to go to the canteen to wait for next lesson. Slack in canteen for a while then, went second lesson. OOPG sia lol. I totally forget about everything alr man. But the teacher not bad la, help to refresh memory. i actually did an array question for the first time. +)) After that, went for cmathsONE lecture. lol omg so tired, so sleep there. The lecturer was talking alien anw, i'll just wait for my trusty tuition teacher ZHONG WEI to teach me. Yea so went to buy BUBBLETEA after school with yons and ed. omg the uncle still so dohc. Give free prawn cracker somemore. EVEN YONS THE BETRAYER GOT. unfair dog.

Yea so tml going out with bros watch death note AGAIN. im so good man. =) and btw sorry poly mates, haha cant go out with you all. =( next time ok? Thats about it, BYEBYE.

but either way i need to get some answers
to let me decide which way to go

VANESSA HUDGENS - GABRIELLA MONTEZ

2006-10-19T01:55:00.000+08:00

ENDED UP UPLOADING 2. =) OMG FRAPS ROCKS.

Because i liked the view
I thought you felt it too

You laugh at me because im different, i laugh at you because your all the same.

2006-10-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

I saw the phrase on my msn. That was my uncles nick. Dont think of him as some old geezer though. Hes actually quite young. em, hes probably 2 years older then me. Im not that sure. But i do know for sure that hes in ns now. Cause i saw him BOTHA during chinese new year. =)

To me, i think that that phrase is quite meaningful. People often laugh at other people for trying to be different, being different, does things differently. But maybe these people who are laughed at may sometimes get the last laugh. For example, students who are slackers sometimes laugh at the hardworking students. For what? For doing their own homework, for revising for tests, for listening in class, not skipping school and etc. But when exams come, who are the ones who suffer, and who are the ones who take it easy, its obvious. Well OF COURSE this only applies to part of the population, not ALL. So please dont think that im being an ass. Also, im a slacker, so yea.

Day was boring as usual. Did the same stuff as everyday. Nothing much worth mentioning. Only interesting part was a piece of news brought to me by my mom.

CK WAS ROBBED AND IS NOW IN HOSPITAL.

ck is a one of our workers, and he works in my fathers shop. So omg i guess i better go to my pops shop to help out after school. I never thought that ck would get robbed. lol. I know its not right for me to think this way, but the way i see him normally, i mean, he looks like a gangster, rides his motorbike like a gangster, talks like a gangster, i guess i didnt really expect him to be targeted. I heard he was robbed on his way home, in malaysia. PLEASE GET WELL SOON, i want to work less.

OMG time passes so fast, schools gonna start soon, tommorrow theres this briefing for the second semester. so lazy to go, cause heard that the timetable can be dled from internet. BUT ah well. i guess going is better. =(

Watching High School Musical now, going to sleep after this. Its so nice ! Im going to upload 1 more of Vanessa Hudgens pictures later. FOR MY OWN VIEWING. =)

Its better by far
To keep things as they are

2006-10-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

OMG what a nice picture right? Vanessa anne hudgens as Gabriella montez in High School musical. =)

TEAM TUKI NOTICE

2006-10-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

PLEASE STOP DYING !!! 2 CHARMS IN 2 DAYS IS JUST SHIT. THE CHARMS.COST.CASH/ C.C.C WAY OF THINKING PLEASE. AND REMEMBER TO CONTRIBUTE CARDS. I CONTRIBUTE ALOT ALR. THANK YOU.

totally boring.

2006-10-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

Its so boring today. Maples so lag today, i dont know why, so i dont dare to go sotong. scared die. Still at work now, 2 hours more till closing time. Business isnt good at all, thanks to our dear indo neighbours. And the winds not helping too, by blowing then in our direction. Why not blow the haze to other countries? Ah btw, some interesting things happened at work today. i made a new friend. His name is Yasith. No prizes for guessing correctly, but hes from indonesia. And i just had to ask him, WHY ARE YOU ALL BURNING DOWN TREES? So, in order to defend himself, he scolded his country mates, quite harshly too. " Those bloodddy farmers mann, they no money to cutt down the treees or to buy laannd so they use pire to burn. *$%#*#$% "Then came a string of words i dont understand. oh btw i dont usually type like that, its just the exact words and pronoucation. no pun intended ok? please dont think im racist or anything. =)
So i asked Yasith's friend what those words mean, and he told me that i was TOO YOUNG TO KNOW. So ok, those were vulgarities, i get it. After that, they went off after buying 10 helmets. For export of course. They are rich people.

Haze is getting worse, i cant check the psi on gov's website, http://www.nea.gov.sg/. When i tried to go to the website, these sentences came out:
The URL you have requested is not valid.
Please verify that you have entered the correct URL.
If problem persists, please contact the site administrator for the URL.
omg what happened? Has the haze gotten so bad that the gov decided there was no need for us singaporeans to check? " SEE FOR YOURSELF SINGAPOREANS, we are all going to die of lung cancer so theres no use for that website anyway." Heard the reading was 100+. arg shucks, hate the haze. so much.

Listen well im ready to tell,
About a need that i cannot deny.
Dude theres no explaination for this awesome sensation,
But im ready to let it fly.
serious.

The song that never stops playing in my head. =)

2006-10-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

A song by VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS. its a really really nice song. Especially when watching her sing in high school musical. Touching - Beautiful - Heavenly. =)

When There Was You And Me

~ Disney High School Musical
Vanessa Anne Hudgens

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
but all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen?
'Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care

I thought you were my fairy tale,
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used to be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairy tale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
'Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth'

Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
'Cause I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you.

I've always wondered why some songs get stuck in our heads. Is it because they potray our feelings, or are they just plain nice? maybe there are some other reasons, i do not know YET. i am going to find out, cause its like some sort of addiction right? good or bad, i wonder. well some examples, for me poker addiction - good dota addiction - good study addiction - normal maple addiction - normal late night sleeping addiction - bad not doing homework addiction - bad scolding of vulgarities addiction - it depends on who im with =) with darren, iloveit. and now song addiction - i think its good, i dont know, im going to find out.

Working now, i hope this will be the last day in my hols, i want to wake up late like a normal person. lol .

late at night, i am bored.

2006-10-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

Listening to vanessa hudgens's songs, chatting with qx about maple, discussing our plans for operation: ks noob map for MESOS. qx, my dawg, my dear bro, actually guessed my url name correctly. wow =) what a true friend. ( i guess) so touched. which reminds me. This friday bros coming my house for poker again. YES. i am addicted to poker. Its a great game whereby you have to play mind games with each other, try to guess the outcome of the game, and of course, nothing beats the feeling of looking at mountains of chips in front of you. And please, play with real money people. Its more fun that way. i think. =) owells, off to watch high school musical for the 90239048348932th time. Vanessa Hudgens !

omg omg.

2006-10-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

As my title implies, omg omg. Firstly, i cant believe that i created a blog, and secondly, omg its so sian. =)